Great Expectations – and how we create them

After another barrage of strange dreams last night, I have been prompted by those on nigh to write about creation – our own version of it, that is, and how it adversely affects our lives, through assumption, guilt, blame and other negative emotions.

According to the new-ish science of epigenetics, we create, through interaction with our environment, a cellular and genetic process of creation and re-creation. That is – we respond to certain environmental stimuli, which we either accept as false or true, and incorporate it into our physical and mental belief systems. The cells respond, by adopting this as truth, embedding it into our cellular memory system, and adapting our thought patterns and responses accordingly.

Only when “truth” has been accepted – can the cellular community respond with certainty – i.e. – if our belief is strong and firmly entrenched – we can then manifest the belief as a physical and mental reality.

That – unfortunately, is where it gets stopped – right in its tracks. The Ascended Masters tells us all the time – it is only a potentiality, and that potentiality can also be ruined by another potentiality. In other words – here we have to do with a cauldron of ingredients which either work as intended – or implode/explode simply because the ingredients are not coherent enough to manifest in our desire.

In fairness – we have to draw the line somewhere, between spirituality and physicality. If we accept that Universal Laws will guarantee an outcome – we must also accept, reluctantly, that outcomes are based on potentiality, and how other people react to our desires.

This creates the first problem – as we cannot rely on others to follow our truths, or our desires, as it may be in conflict with theirs. So, outcomes cannot be necessarily be guaranteed, but how we respond to them, can, based on our individual belief systems and emotional resilience.

If we look at Kantian philosophy – we see that he draws a clear distinction between good and bad – and further defines that good is always coherent with Universal Law. That is – will it have a good or bad outcome for macrocosmic potentiality? Will all benefit from the outcome, generated by protagonistic potentialities?

This – I think, is what the Ascended Masters try so desperately to imprint in our minds – impeccability of thought.

However – impeccability of thought is an individual thing. Never mind how impeccable our thoughts, it still has the potentiality to conflict with not so impeccable other thoughts, both our own and that of others. And that is where things go seriously belly-up. In philosophy – we can argue about pain – what is it, how does it manifest, how does it make us feel. Is it physical, mental, universal, collective, individual and so on? All of the above is true – but have the potential to vary in truth and probability according to individual viewpoints and belief systems.

But I am rambling on in my usual way. What is it that we actually create for ourselves – I had to ask myself?

Well – if we focus on impeccability of thought – personally and spiritually we can only create good – given that our impeccability is focused and does not waver in its intention and belief. And that is what makes the human being such an interesting species.

Our Creator imbued us with a limitless emotional expression module (call it a processor). This processor – like any computer, has to interact with an operating system, and as we all know, the viruses that can infect the information programmed into our computer, can also destroy it.

A virus embeds itself into your computer system, via a malicious download from another computer, email or Internet site. This then infects the integrity of your operating system – and you can suffer severe damage – losing all your data, crashing your hard drive, corrupting your system, and so on. The net result? You have to start all over again, reprogram your computer, and re-load your settings and so forth.

So – let us look at ourselves as a computer. We work, write, send emails, expressing how we feel, giving information to others, and create an electronic environment that possess’ consciousness. It is our thoughts – it adapts and integrates our information, we download other programs onto the hard drive – expressing our needs. The computer becomes an instrument mirroring us, our truths (and sometimes untruths), and what makes us tick.

So what happens when it crashes? The ensuing tirade, as I know you will agree, is not funny. A perfect example of “oh woe is me!”. Our world is in tatters; we have lost communication (or is it control?) with the rest of the personal environment, and all comes to a staggering halt.

Ditto-human emotions. Through not so impeccable thoughts – we become guilty of our own sins, actions, and create consequence. Ever promised something and then not keep that promise? Made an agreement and then not keep it? I am certainly guilty of it – as I think we all are.

It all boils down to how impeccable our thoughts are versus our actions. And I am in no way implying that things do not change – as we live in a fluid, dynamic universe and reality. It is how we manage change that is my bugbear.

Instead of synchronizing with our dynamic, fluid environment, we instead focus on the negative, and viola! Our impeccability has just been relegated to the nether regions of our existence.

In human terms – when things go belly up – we blame, curse, doubt, and loose our emotional marbles. We react personally, against the assumed protagonists, instead of reacting to the situation. In that act alone – we create further potentialities for strive and mayhem. In this emotional blind-state – we crawl around on the floor searching for our marbles, and never seem to find. Hello, fight or flight mode.

I always say that our first intention when we create an agreement is always pure and filled with integrity. That is what we want to do, and no strange thought will fill our mind that can negate the original intent. Yet – as things go along, and we are in the process of enacting the agreement – potentialities change, things go wrong, and as such we either manage them, coherently – or we attack one another.

That is the human being slumbering in duality.

Conscious creation has rules and laws. I do not for one minute think that God created this universe, without managing it, and subjecting it to Natural Laws. Laws, that compliments one-another instead of fighting against one-another. These laws do not blame, hate, scream and throw tantrums. They adapt to their fluid environment, working together to create potentiality for expansion and growth.

Do we do it? No – instead we blame others for our unfortunate experiences, we project our own isms and sins onto others, and effectively transfer blame in order to make ourselves feel better, and hide our sins under the rug. This is mostly an unconscious response – but sometimes, it is also conscious. And that is the crux.

As we evolve spiritually and emotionally and become more conscious – we are going to be held responsible. Being conscious of something means that you are aware of something - and being aware means that you are cognizant. Being cognizant implies awareness of consequence – and if we are aware of consequence – surely we can try and make consequential outcomes beneficial instead of destructive?

It is time for us to face up to our new responsibilities – and breed new thought patterns, as our own great expectations does not match up anymore with our vibrational essence. Creating discord in our emotional bodies as a result of sticking to old thought patterns and dogmas – is not going to help us one iota. We live in a new, fluid, constantly changing reality. Things are not what they used to be – and we create almost instantly.

So buckle up – and go with the new flow of super-consciousness-in-creation-ability.

Be impeccable. Think clearly. Interrogate your own reasoning. And make sure that whatever you think – is filled with your own conscious truth and not ego-centered virus’ that can infect your system.

When you do that – you practice the energy of Love. For Love in it’s pure form is always good, and has the energies of Hope and Trust firmly imbedded in it’s programme.

So, go ahead and reprogram your system, to express the new energies that are now available to all of us. Think before you speak, because what you speak and think, you WILL create.

Much Love and Light

Pride versus Gratitude

Yesterday, I had the unfortunate experience of having my loving dog Sagrys run over by a car. He is alive and well, for which I am grateful, but it will take surgery to get him up and running again. The pain I felt in my helplessness is not something I would wish on anyone. But it made me contemplate and ponder on the current state of our global consciousness.

You see – when I confided in a relation – the immediate reaction was that “I should put the dog down” if I could not afford the surgery – which I cannot, all truth be told. As with all Light-workers, we are apparently doomed to a future of struggle against big business greed – from basic necessities like food, to caring for ourselves and those close to us – even our pet animals.

This remark reverberated through my being and I felt immediate anger at the sheer disregard for the life of another entity – be it whatever it is.

Some of you know about my intense guilt when I had to kill a wolf spider and her one-thousand off-spring, who chose to hatch in my bathroom. It was unavoidable – as I could not single handedly catch and safely dispose of a thousand-and-one spiders, while the petrified bystanders balanced on cupboards and ladders, horror clearly visible on their faces. Never mind that the spider was harmless – she just looked scary, while trying to protect her brood and herself.

At that moment of guilt – I made friends with the spiders and the other creatures that reside in my environment. Since then I have developed techniques to catch them safely, and dispose of them safely. So I am guilt free, and they can live merrily alongside me, contributing to the bio-sphere in and around my property. That is not all – this apparently had the desired effect. Since peace has been brokered – they do not come into the house anymore. Frogs off course – is another story. They seem to have an affinity for my bedroom, and me, and continue to provide entertainment.

All said and done, I really thought about this last night, and why my life is so filled with little dramas that never seem to end. If the car does not cough and die, the dog gets run over. I thought I was living the compassionate, caring, loving life that all initiates should strive for – helping where I can and doing good where I can – mostly without energy exchange. So, like a real drama queen, in despair I threw my hands into the air and asked “why why why” adding a bit of victim-ness to the mix. I cursed spirit for their apparent war against my efforts, and me, and then went tearfully to bed, trying to devise ways of saving my dog.

Through all of this mayhem the words “just trust, all will be well” kept on ringing in my head. Now trust is something – which a friend told me the other day that must be earned. So I decided – OK God, I will trust, and I will give you the opportunity to earn that trust.

Off course – being me, I could not sleep and further thought about the words my close relative uttered. Hoe can you put down an animal which brings so much joy, gives so much unconditional love, simply because you cannot afford the medical intervention? What kind of consciousness has been bred on this planet that even allows such thinking, that we will even sacrifice a loving animal Soul, simply because we are “practical” and consider the animal dispensable – like a garbage bag thrown asunder on the edge of the pavement pick-up point. I understand that, if the animal’s quality of life is going to be affected, that one may have to consider euthanasia. But certainly that is the last resort?

With that manner of thinking – be it unconscious inheritance from past conditioning or not – where will we all end up? So, in tantrum mode I fell asleep. This morning – I woke up with the same dark thoughts – as is our peculiar human habit, according to master Kuthumi. We always wake up with the previous days problems firmly entrenched in our minds. And he is right, our mental computers seem to open up in the exact program it was in when shut down..

Thank heavens – when conscious of our thoughts and human habits – we can also shut it down.

And then it hit me. Have you asked for assistance from anyone, your support group, friends – even just readers of your columns? Have you considered that there may be others that are on the same path as you – and that may also strive to be compassionate, caring and understanding? Why not try and create a Sagrys fund? Most of them know the loving and compassionate nature of this animal.

And then it hit me again.

Pride versus Gratitude. I am so conditioned in taking care of myself and others – that I do not allow being taken care off. The impulse of self-preservation against all odds have now firmly rooted in my being-ness. Quite simply, I have forgotten to recognize gratitude and acknowledge it as an essential component of Love.

I have also failed to recognize the power of our true spiritual growth, over the past years. The becoming of the true hu-man. And apart from Love – the most essential ingredient here is gratitude. We can have compassion, humilty, understanding, we can forgive easily, but if we do not show gratitude – we are lost. It is the same as not saying “thank you”, or even saying it, but not meaning it.

So, I still have not told you about the little tiff I had last might with someone very close, who will remain un-named. As is now entrenched in me – my response was filled with three elements of the virtues of the heart components – valor, understanding and forgiveness. What is amazing is that this is becoming second nature – I do not have to think about it anymore. The process of re-conditioning is working.

What is even more amazing is that help was offered from this very source – even though a friendship was almost ruined. This is the power of love-energy. And now I understand gratitude – as it flowed over me – for various reasons, like a mantel of Love.

So God, thank you. Your trust has been earned. I will from now on trust – that all things have purpose and all is not always as it seems to be. That Love grows and compassion still exists, and that through honest confrontation the good always flows – if we allow it. As long as we confront the situation – not the person, with care and understanding, the little branch that has broken off will sprout ten new branches and we will have even more beauty and Love to share.

The ladies that work the communal gardens on my property just came to enquire where “wolf” is – because he did not come and greet them this morning. Sagrys is much loved by the community – and therefore my profound gratitude goes out to all that has contributed to my growing – which allowed me to understand and live the philosophy that love is stronger than conflict. Which in turn allowed him to be saved.

Much Love and Light to all

Deon

On being Self-Conscious

I may have mentioned this before – but the other day I told a friend of mine that I want share ideas with him regarding consciousness, and my thoughts now expanded as a result of some deep thinking after a significant “aha” moment, as to what it means to be Self-Conscious.

As we know – consciousness comes in many forms. We can be conscious of a tree, a view. We can be conscious of the leaves rustling in the tree, and the view changing as clouds move, or a thunderstorm builds on the horizon. This is the basic human expression of physical perception (consciousness). Being conscious of something, means that we can perceive through our senses, as they respond to environmental stimuli.

We can feel emotions, which is different from feeling a physical object. We can also sense energy – which is different from sensing movement. So, we can safely postulate that consciousness comes in many expressions, from intuitive feelings (sense), physical observations (sight), which can be static, and then morph into conscious emotional expression – as we watch the beauty of leaves moving in the breeze or pick up on the thoughts of another. All of these are an expression of our conscious responses to our physical and non-physical environment.

The problem with consciousness is that very little of what we experience or do is actually a conscious response. Usually – our consciousness acts on the impulses and prompts of the unconscious. Most of us are not even aware that 95% of our responses are unconscious, as we act on autopilot. As a matter of fact – science, up to the present, have only identified 40 conscious actions, which means our conscious response system consists of a measly little 40-bit processor.

Most of us do not know that our response programming happens between ages zero to six. Human developmental theorists - the most notable of them Erikson and Paiget, have long told us about the ill effects of acting unconsciously towards or around our children, and even others in our environment. The spoken word, or action, without Self-Conscious consideration, can mostly do more harm than good.

The human development phase of “programming” between ages zero and six is essentially spent in a semi-conscious state of hypnosis – also called hypnagogic trance - essentially the same neural state that hypnotists use to download new behaviors into the subconscious mind of clients as part of behavior altering therapy.

“Give me a child until he is seven years old and I will give you the man” is an old Jesuit statement that ultimately tells us that the individual personality is “constructed” during the formative years of children. In essence – the child in the product of conditioning, as the child-mind acts like a sponge that absorbs everything it experiences during these formative years as “truth”.

What is worse – we, the adult caregivers act like self-proclaimed Pavlovians and feed our children and those young ones in our care exactly the same information that has produced us. And so the scourge of genetic mind-state manipulation (transference) continues into the next generation and beyond – simply because we remain unconscious as to the dysfunctions created by our initial programming.

My point is the following: Even in a state of hypnagogic trance – the child is in a state of hypnotic Self-Consciousness. This opens a can of worms for educators and care givers – as what I am trying to impart is that this state of awareness – or Delta/Theta brain state – is when the conscious-unconscious interaction is at it’s most alert level than at any time of our lives.

After this phase of development – we go into autopilot mode. In a sense – the unconscious still does not exist in the Delta brain state. In the Theta brain state – it becomes aware. In the Alpha brain state – it takes over, after programming is complete.

As caregivers – be it in the parenting role, therapist role, teacher role, or even the boss, which is also archetypical role-playing – we need to become more Self-Conscious. Our thoughts must change from being merely reactionary, to impeccable Self-Conscious consideration in all we do and speak.

We are creating the next generation – or affirming the current dysfunctional one, through our actions towards one-another. Let us have a change of heart – reformulate our concept of duty and will, and act Self-Consciously.

Now is the time to embrace the new reality of Metatronic consciousness - the age of impeccability is upon us. This new science of Trans-personal Psychology, combined with the new energy flooding the earth, will persist. It is the new stage of our spiritual evolution.

We can either embrace it - and cause our own resurrection, or we can roll along in utter ignorance and wither away. It is our choice.

Much Love and Light

Another day - another Trial

Another day – another trial

Sometimes I just wish the dreams would stop. They are so riddled with aspects of ourselves that constantly want attention – I just do not know where to start making sense of it all.

The process of releasing “that which is no longer appropriate in our lives” (words we hear so often) is really starting to make me feel bombarded by my own Self – hinting all the time at stuff that needs to go – but also remaining inconclusive as to the prompts the Higher Self usually gives me to gain an understanding of “why”. This yo-yo existence is really getting at me – it is as if I cannot find my own style – my own way of being is compromised by my own internal responses. The old bugbear of intellectual rationalization, I suspect, is the culprit.

All said and done – I know that I am not alone in my struggle for self-determination – that we are all going through some type of tumultuous spiritual awakening that tests us on all levels. We seem to have conquered one issue – then another pops up for review. And the same old pattern re-emerges day after day. We actually do not get the time to integrate new awareness’, realizations and decisions. We just get wacked all the time.

Literally – we are being prompted to put the Self on trial. As we review aspects of our past behavior, we become aware of our own lack of impeccability in decision-making, emotional reactions and guilt takes a hold. And maybe it is the ego-self, which creates the problem.

The process of ego-alignment and re-integration in line with our new realizations and awareness’ has another emotional fall-out. Ego-grief. We always fail to understand that the ego also has it’s own internal losses that it has to process.

It also grieves the loss of mechanisms it has put into place to regulate our lives – to keep us balanced and fairly safe as we negotiate planet earth. Suddenly the coping strategies that it has so carefully honed to perfection need to be discarded for another – one that aligns more to our new realizations and conscious behavior changes. In short – the unbalanced ego is making way for another ego-expression – that of alignment with our spiritual renewal. So, it too faces loss, as well as rejection.

As we all know – none of us takes kindly to rejection – especially if it affects our own self-worth, self-love and self-image. Rejection makes us doubt everything that we believe about ourselves, and if severe, also forces us into mourning. So, we experience a double-whammy. We are grieving, even though we do not acknowledge it – as the triad (body/mind/spirit) works through the process of releasing and re-integration.

To top it all – our physical bodies are also changing – becoming lighter and more refined in its vibration. As this process unfolds – we also experience another phenomenon – the opening of the hypothalamus. As it opens more – we become hyper-vigilant to any information or environmental stimulus that forces spiritual change and therefore evolution. Literally – our hearts are opening themselves up to receive more Love Energy. Research indicates that it is the hypothalamus that regulates our religious neurological functioning, as it acts as a receptor for anything spiritual or “within”, like meditation, prayer and active contemplation.

If we follow the teachings of Archangel Metatron – we notice that he talks about the impeccability of Soul Expression. This, I think, is the process that we are currently facing. As we consciously get more clarity about our spiritual purpose – the Soul Expression becomes more linear with our conscious thinking processes.

Going through this cleansing process. as we think – we question the purity and intention of our thoughts, as well as the energetic transfer that is the consequence of that thought. This forces us to become more conscious of our own redundant internal emotional thought mechanisms, and thus forces conflict within.

More and more I am coming to the conclusion that we are facing a rebirth – and have to do a review of our lives so far. So – it is like judgment day for us. Face our past and our past actions. We face our judgmental attitudes and our own self-sabotage. It is the only way that we will get more clarity on our future, and indeed – the quickening spiritual evolution that we face on a Universal scale.

This is not an easy process, as we have to align and make peace with stuff on the level of the collective unconscious as well. As we are all inter-related, on a cellular level, and the fields of consciousness we share – this evolutionary process touches us all. As a result of this – we start to feel like a single consciousness. It is therefore no wonder that our intuitive and telepathic abilities are developing at the speed of light. We kind of “get it” on a global level. We are becoming part of the macro-cosmos, instead of just living in the illusion of a micro-existence.

This creates more problems for us, as we now face the problems of others through energetic transfer. Remember – the mind has the ability to communicate with other minds on a level we still do not understand well enough. So, this transfer of thoughts between minds will have an effect on us individually as well, through unconscious projection. As such – we start being more compassionate and empathic, as we literally feel the pain of others, and pick up their inner thoughts and desires.

This dilemma is difficult to deal with – heaven alone knows, we have enough issues of our own. The only solution is to detach – which makes us feel guilty, if we do not understand that detachment is also empowering. Recognition that detachment, with compassion, can empower others is necessary if we are going to effectively manage our own responses to the new energy.

Compassion – viewed against the backdrop of spiritual evolution and the new energy being seated on the planet – simply means recognizing that others have their life paths to follow, and that we should allow them to make their own choices, and honor their free will. However – detaching also means that we do not get involved in their internal struggles and other emotional needs, unless we choose to do so. And if we choose to do so, then it must be for the empowerment of both parties, and as always – do no harm.

It is not up to us to save those around us, as it is self-realization and self-discovery that creates permanent change and pushes us onwards on the spiritual path. As individuals – we have to own our own changing Self – not others own them for us.

And that is why the process of letting go is seemingly so ruthless.

As our Light Bodies continue to ignite and become more vibrant – it is forcing the shadows out into the open. And this, I think, is why we are suffering such a barrage of back stage entities trying desperately to have their say – they are literally queuing up and causing a major emotional traffic jam in the wings of our personal theatre. They have no place to hide anymore – so, what we resist will simply persist. And part of this last act they will be. Come hell or high water (no pun intended).

So we will have to acknowledge them – and if you do not understand an iota of what they are trying to convey to you – just say thank you for the gift of being in your life for a reason and purpose, forgive the conscious Self and those suffering unconscious Selves for any perceived wrongdoing, and let it go.

Have fun – is all I can say. As our thoughts and reactionary nature is changing from “fight and flight” to “kiss and make up”, consider that our impeccable nature is re-surfacing. Our Hope, Trust and Love hormones are getting stronger, and gaining a foothold over the omnipresent HPA axis and unbalanced ego-responses.

So if your dreams drive you mad – remember that dreams are truly a gift from God. They are releasing and healing mechanisms, controlled by the Monadic aspect of Self. Just allow the dreams to do the work, acknowledge and detach. That is all that is needed.

Much Love and Light to you all

Deon

On Doubt and Love

On Doubt and Love.

My mother always tells me a little story about an elderly black lady who wished to buy a three legged cooking pot from my grandmother’s rural trading store, many years ago. The pots were chained and locked in order to avoid theft. The elderly lady carefully inspected each pot in turn – and then chose one of her liking. She left, happy with her purchase.

A few hours later though – she arrived back, and demanded to choose another pot. Upon enquiring, she simply told my grandmother “I have my doubts!”. Astonished – my grandmother asked her why she had her doubts about the pot? She could not give a suitable answer – except that she just felt that the pot was not right. My grandmother exchanged it for another similar pot, and the old lady was happy, as the new pot “felt right”.

This little story made me think about the human expression of doubt, and what it means in a more metaphysical sense. The human being – in its vastness of individual emotional expression, has become so encultured as a result of the establishment of Negative Law instead of Kantian Positive law (Groundwork of the Metaphysics of Morals), that it has saturated our thinking and denies us individual expression.

Whatever positives manifest in our lives – we always have to question it. Everything must be justified, analyzed and interrogated. If not for our protection, laws in the main limit our choices of free expression. And I am not talking simply about institutional law – I am talking about the unseen cultural and moral expression of law in our social environment. It is all fear based – on the “what if” and the “what about” issues of societal enculturization.

As human beings – there are five causes for our suffering. According to the Vedas, they are:

• Ignorance about the nature of reality (Ego denial)
• Identification with the ego (Ego power)
• Attraction towards objects of desire (Ego desire)
• Repulsion from objects of desire (Ego protection)
• Fear of death. (Ego fear)

These are the basic negative ego-responses that make us suffer or feel happy – even if only

temporary by nature. The fact is that we constantly fluctuate between these states of mental existence because of fear and doubt. Simply put – we doubt, and then fear the expression of Love. Readers of this column will know that I always emphasize our lack of Love expression. We are all just too insecure to allow Love. We doubt ourselves, and fear our love expression as it is in conflict with our sosio-cultural conditioning.

Ever stood in the shopping mall admiring (desire) that Gucci handbag? Ever stood there rationalizing in your mind why you should not buy it? The object of desire has suddenly become the object of repulsion (aversion), and you turn away from it, thinking rather of the money you can save (avoidance of future pain). We do the same with emotional expression (fear of death or hurt).

In the broader scheme of things, we dis-empower ourselves, those around us, and unconsciously transfer these thought processes onto our children, family and other individuals. The mind is like a transistor radio and is a social instrument – it tunes into other minds on a similar wavelength, and you receive the signal, which is transformed into thoughts through the mechanisms of telepathy or intuition.

Mostly this goes unnoticed, as it is absorbed by the personal unconscious and filed neatly away, to be used as a defense mechanism when it is needed again, i.e.; that handbag is of limits – that cute guy is of limits – Love is of limits.

In other words – “I have my doubts”.

So we trundle along and choose the “safe options” in life – those things that we believe cannot hurt us. It is sad that our safe options are usually not safe options. Safe options out of necessity operate on coping mechanisms. “I would rather go with that”, says the ego, “because I know how to deal with it”. “I will not go with that”, says the ego, “because that is an uncertain option”.

And so we disenfranchise ourselves by limiting our love choices, basing them on doubt and fear, rather than on the felt expression.

Love, the unreachable, unseen part of the Authentic Self, which we deny with vehemence, and rather express as desire.

We become victims of our own insecurities, and we commit emotional suicide. This victim-consciousness is a scourge to ourselves. It is time for us to experience Love, and reject fear and doubt. Resurrect yourself, become that whom you truly are, follow the road of wonder that so amply awaits you. Experience anew the abundance of your being-ness, instead of walking the broadways of the herd. It will not hurt you – love never does. It simply empowers.

That is what I choose.

Much Love and Light

Deon

Death and Rebirth

Well, I suppose everyone is going to think that I want to talk about reincarnation. Not so, not this time. I want to talk about the deeper meaning of Ascended Master Kuthumi Agrippa’s statement, that we all face our own resurrection. This message was given to me by Arcturus, an energetic entity who only recently appeared in my consciousness.

The deeper meaning of the message is so pure in its simplicity, that we often wonder why humans do not follow the guidance, so lovingly given. There is so much selfless energy spent by channellers, sages and other souls who give freely of the wisdom that they receive, but we as humans take it with a pinch of salt, and sometimes shrug it off as another figment of someone else’s creative imagination. Yet, it is within these massages that the secret of spiritual self-actualization lies.

You see, creation is an act of Love, given that the intent is of Love, and the outcome is born out of that Love. Now many of us do not always agree with the statement that Love is the greatest power in the Universe, or we just do not understand it. You see, it is. Simply as it was Love that created us all, the Universe in which we reside and our solar system, tailor made to support our existence. It is not co-incidence. The balance of maintaining life in the Universe is so fine, that a nano-degree variance here or there can make the complete system collapse. Yet it does not. It is held firmly in place by Love, and the Universal Laws that ensures continuation of life and creation, which is also born out of Love. Love is all that matters.

Humans have forgotten Love. To most of us, love is simply an emotional manifestation, which is the result of physical union between two individuals, or giving birth to a child, or the culmination of compatible energies which has synergized. Many of us never even experience Love, as we have been hurt too much through abuse, fear and doubt, not even mentioning desperation which always results in a disaster. The missing link here, of course, is lack of Self-Love, bred out of negative emotional behavior, either self induced, or brought on by others and our (sometimes) destructive ego.

Through the emotions of sub-conscious revenge, we then enact our own self destruction, which also has the effect of creating a very fertile breeding ground for the destruction of our most valuable asset, the support system which consists of other individuals in our personal environment. In our own self-induced grief or discomfort, we literally demand that others now assist us, asking that they enact a false Love, themselves now feeling compelled through guilt to help us where they can. This means that we are forcing ourselves upon others, in order to elicit sympathy, which hopefully will translate into assistance. Very sad indeed, that the once Love-fuelled human being has to resort to this type of Love-less behavior.

When we are born, the first emotion that shines out of us is purity and innocence. We instinctively trust that our mother will take care of us, as she has been programmed to do so, as an act of Love, and our hope lies in this nurturing state of protection, care and wonder for the birth of new life. All human being experience that sense of wonder when at first a new-born is presented to us. It is the essence of our human-ness, in its purest form. Love, hope, faith, trust and acceptance.

So why have we forgotten this, that our basic instincts are so closely connected to how our Universe operates, and that somehow it is the blueprint for how we ought to operate. That we need to view life with a sense of wonderment and Love, view nature with the sense of wonderment for how it functions, without greed, lust and hate, simply enacting the purpose of it’s existence, as determined by Universal Laws. Why do we insist on hoping for these instincts in others to emerge, when we are in dire straits and need their help or assistance?

Clearly, we are not conscious of our very reason for existing. We exist as an act of Love, not only for us, but for complete Creation. And in that lies the essence of the message given to me. We have forgotten the innocence and purpose of it all. We have morphed into needy greed mongers wishing only to serve the Self, and not others, as a collective consciousness. We have forgotten that, devoid of negative emotions and the global control machine, our basic human instincts are to trust, love, hope and accept the one-ness of all. We are one, made of the same stuff anything else is made of.

And this is what Arcturus asked me to convey. Rebirth the Self. See yourself as a new child, and embrace, for a moment, the emotions of trust, faith , hope, love and unconditional acceptance of your own beingness and birthright. See the world with a new sense of wonderment. Experience the one-ness of all, as it is so beautifully displayed in nature. Notice the seasons, as they celebrate birth and rebirth. Notice how Love works it intent so seamlessly, that we can only be in awe. See how our planet sustains us, and give her the gratitude that she deserves, by taking care of her. She is acting with the pure intent of Love.

You see, through re-birthing the Self, with new perceptions and awareness, we stand a chance of re-igniting our true spiritual self-actualisation process. Jung, the great mystic he was, called it the process of individuation.

As we birth this new global consciousness, let us go back and rebirth the child in us. Experience the acts of trust, hope, faith and love with the unconditional innocence of a new born child. Detachment from of the outcomes is a natural instinct of any newborn, as the awareness is not tainted by enculturisation or expectance, but simply tainted by Love, Innocence and Acceptance.

Accept that you are divinely loved by your Creator, and that through His design, you have been given all the tools for Spiritual self-actualisation. It only takes trust, hope, faith, Love, acceptance and a big letting go.

Lets do it. We are worth it. After all, we are unconditionally supported by our mother father God, who created us to further enact Love. That is what makes it all go around. Let us support ourselves and others through a true simpatico, not sympathy. Let us build our communities and support systems based on selfless acts of Love, hope, trust and acceptance. Let us be that which we were created to be in the first place.

It is all there for the taking. We simply need to rebirth the child in us, and view the world from that perspective. Maybe then we will get it.

I am giving it a try. I am worth it.

Much Love and Light

The Perfect Fit

I have this friend, whom I will not mention by name, that always bombards me with questions that is never really asked – prompting me to answer as best I possibly can. And I am very grateful, for it forces me to enter a passive meditative state, and obtain the information from that which is always accessible, the personal Akash, or personal unconscious, whatever we wish to call it. Sometimes I need to meditate deeply on these matters, and access the wisdom of Universal Consciousness. Other times I need to research first, that which came to me, in order to verify for myself that answer which was provided.

Emerging spirituality, in a sense, can be a very daunting process. Once we start on that journey, it is impossible to turn around and regain our previous existence. The knowledge we acquire becomes intoxicating, almost like Imelda Marcos shopping for shoes! Within that mode of thinking and discovery – we also detach from that which we have come to accept as normal behavior, and on a subtle level, our Higher Selves starts prompting our conscious thoughts with questions that challenges our value systems.

So the question was raised, on relationships, as to why we prefer certain stereotypes, or archetypical expressions of human appearance. Like yip, I like someone that is slender and well built. Or, I like them blonde, with shapely legs and all the other physical embellishments that goes with that image of perfection, a false archetypical illusion that we all ascribe to. It is so encultured in us, through mass media representation of the perfect human being, that we miss the point of Love and Sharing. Outer appearances become paramount to our partner choices, and we completely miss the mark. So, dysfunctional relationships are the order of the day, and we start creating our own discomfort.

Someone once said – “looking deep into your eyes, I can get lost in your Soul, for that is where I shall find true Love”. And that is exactly it. Outer appearances can be deceiving. Basing our choice of life partners on outer appearances and the resultant false sense of Love that appears in the form of lust (both physical and emotional) and immediate gratification of our own perceptions, limits our freedom of choice, free will and true expression of Love. True, we are human beings, and as such have been endowed by our Creator with an unlimited scope of experience choices. Through those experiences, fuelled by our free will, we learn very valuable lessons, which have the effect of raising our vibrations, and thus cultivate a deeper spiritual purpose, understanding and perceptions. And then again some of us just trundle along, caught up in the physicality of duality.

Do we ever just sit down and think on these things? Do we ever evaluate, through introspection, exactly what we are doing to ourselves? How we limit ourselves, basing our prototype of the perfect life partner or husband on physical appearances and enculturized expectations of behavior, personality traits and peer approval. We are not only disenfranchising ourselves, but other Souls as well. Even worse, we may miss our main reason for having incarnated this time, by not fulfilling our life contract, which will necessitate us coming back to do it all over again.

Through our judgmental view of that which is the perfect partner, we are sacrificing the Self. We allow no room for growth, and look only as far as the physical and not the beauty within.

It is true that we have certain preferences, both in personality type, physical appearance, social standing and mental compatibility. But have we ever thought about how these preferences came to be? What the underlying factors was that determined our evaluation of another human being in terms of being acceptable and suitable? No, we have not. We keep on walking our path of personal relationships with blinkers that has been placed there by others, not ourselves. We have been told by such and such that so and so are so and so. We are being bombarded by tabloids and other magazines as to the perfect specimen, what we should aspire to, and worse of all; we have allowed ourselves to become Pavlovian pawns that have been conditioned to follow by example. Monkey see monkey do.

A sad state of affairs, when you consider that the net effect is that we are depriving ourselves of authentic Love. In this search for perfection we can never become that. We are never good enough, never fit enough, never beautiful enough, and always insecure as to our own Self-worth. And as a result, we expect the same behavior from those that we align ourselves with. Why do we allow ourselves to be limited by this sad enculturization? It is only logical that it will result in disfunctionality.

Do not get me wrong here either – I am not saying that we should consider a life partner who is not compatible with our own personality type, social preferences and value systems. That in itself is also a misalignment of our purpose, and pandering to our own fear of being alone, or simply wanting to have someone.

I am simply saying. Let us look deep inside ourselves, re-align our value systems and perceptions to be in line with the new way of being. We cannot all be the perfect human being. We have different body types. Someone can be bulky but fit. I do not for one moment think that a very large Springbok prop is not fit. He has to be. I cannot for one moment think that a mother who has had children, and now suffers the physical effects of childbirth, is less worthy, or now physically compromised, and now not suitable as a partner anymore.

We are human beings. It is encumbant on us to express with unlimited intent our willingness to be fair to ourselves. And how can we be, if we keep on aligning to false delusions of ourselves and others. We deny ourselves our true being. We deny ourselves the beauty of the inward Soul. And we deny ourselves Love as we are searching in the wrong places.

Ever thought – wow – what a lovely guy or girl – but then shy away as the physical did not fit your perception of a beautiful shoe…..

Wise up. Time is up. Either we stop the evil of enculturized behavior and self induced peer pressure, and allow it to dictate our beingness, or we stop it in its tracks and think for a moment. Otherwise will remain Pavlovian pawns, acting simply on conditioned impulses. Let us open ourselves to Love. And searching for it in past-tense expectations and stupid little defense patterns which makes us shy away will not bring us happiness, nor self acutalization.

So love Self first, and then love another. And only by letting go of past limitations can we achieve that.

Much Love and Light