Oh no - not another one!

Another Mercury retrograde is coming, as if we have not had enough upheavals and turmoil in our lives.

As these energies start tearing us apart (yet again!) be prepared to let go of another batch of outdated energetic support systems. These support systems are like old friends who depart for greener pastures – leaving us reeling with a sense of loss and finding no good reason why they should have departed at all.

Mercury rules communications, and when it withdraws that energy, we can expect mayhem. Computers crash for no obvious reason, agreements fail, we have fall-out’s with friends and partners, and our world just spins out of (apparent) control.

But there is another side to this as well, particularly with the retrograde involving Virgo, so that is really what I want to talk about. Many of us feel cheated and angry when we loose something close to our hearts – it can be friendships, possessions, even our entire database of work. We go into mourning as a result of this loss, and we may be severely traumatized.

Yet – we forget that life is not an unplanned journey. Though our own mechanisms of creation and co-creation, we actually plan these losses on an unconscious level. The human being is a quantum biological mechanism – implying that it is not ultimately predictable. We live in a world of probabilities, not absolute certainty. As we have seen in the Norway tragedy, that peaceful country is in a state of shock, as the “unthinkable” happened.

Ever asked yourself why these darned things are happening? Why am I losing all my data? Why is my best friend picking a fight and now leaving my energetic space forever?

It is actually very simple, seen against the backdrop of the new cosmic energies.

Being in an energy bubble, which does not support our growth any more, is like a child about to be born struggling to get out of the womb. The fact is, that once we start resonating on levels (frequencies), which is higher than what our current energetic support systems can offer – these support systems evaporate, as our “new” energy does not support them anymore. It is a process of evolution.

The ego mind, off course, does not take kindly to this. The inner loss we experience is in direct contrast for it’s need be in control in order to provide us with a balanced life. You see – the ego only wants what is best for us, according to it’s own rationalization. We are really not consciously involved in the process, and therefore when we hit a low ebb we suddenly find ourselves floundering.

The truth is – not even the ego has any control over this process. As we start to vibrate at higher levels of consciousness (or awareness if you prefer), anything that vibrates at a lower level of consciousness cannot be supported anymore. Thus, our previous comfort zones start crumbling away like the Roman Empire. Suddenly our relationships do not work anymore, the systems that provided for our financial support does not work anymore, we cannot get along with our colleagues anymore. In short, our new awareness becomes in conflict with our current support systems, and those mechanisms that regulate same.

As we go through the emotions of self-doubt, insecurity, anger and guilt, we start questioning our own sanity, decisions and life paths. I am always asked “what am I doing wrong, why are there all these walls appearing to block my efforts?”

Actually, we are doing nothing wrong at all. We are evolving. As we embrace the new energies that are around us, we are shifting into a new space of co-creation, community living, support of others and selfless altruism. Much has been written about altruism, and the conclusion is always that there must be something in it for me as well, even though that may be an unconscious thought process. In other words – we do not do anything for nothing.

Well, I have some rather bad and good news. As we move from micro serving to macro serving, we are going to face the wrath of the collective energy grid of greed and a self-serving humanity. We are starting to live from the heart, and that can only spell trouble for us, as it is in direct conflict with “that which is”.

Living from the heart compels us to question our very basis for existence. We are suddenly unable to reconcile with the happenings on the outside of our inner self, and feel deeply uncomfortable with the status quo. How we relate to the outside world, has now become a very nasty experience.

I can assure you that you are not alone – many are feeling these urges not to conform anymore, and is questioning the very basis of “business as usual” on this planet. And as many more wake up to the fact that “something is off” the energies that support the old systems are dissipating so fast that every single human being who is part of this reality is affected. We can just watch the news channels and see the mayhem that is so profoundly prolific.

Collective support systems are our new reality – and this coming Mercury retrograde is going to give it another push forward – meaning that everything that we still need to let go of, will be ripped from our realities like a car that is stolen – never to be recovered again. It can mean many things for many of us, but I can also assure you that it is a necessary stage in our spiritual evolution, as we prepare for the 11.11.11 when we cross the threshold into the Aquarian age.

That which no longer supports our new being-ness must go. New energetic support systems will arrive timeously to carry us forward on this new wave of galactic consciousness. The ascension is already happening – it is not going to wait for December 2012 to manifest, as we are creating the energy that supports it ourselves. We are co-creating, and that is the miracle of our spiritual evolution, as we position ourselves to become true galactic beings, homo galacticus, to coin a phrase. We are becoming humanity.

So – live from the heart, practice the heart virtues, foster the community in which you function, and so help create the new support systems that will carry us on the wings of Love into the new Aquarian age. The old systems are collapsing, held together with weary band-aids. We have already reached the point of no return, and the scales are tipping.

Embrace and accept the release as it comes, and forgive yourself and others and bear no malice or resentment – it really serves no purpose other than making live unbearable for all concerned.

We can enter this new age gracefully – or we can flounder in the wings. The play is finished. Time for a new one, so take the steps to the backstage door, walk out and don’t ever look back again.

It is to no avail.

Much Love to all.

Great Expectations – and how we create them

After another barrage of strange dreams last night, I have been prompted by those on nigh to write about creation – our own version of it, that is, and how it adversely affects our lives, through assumption, guilt, blame and other negative emotions.

According to the new-ish science of epigenetics, we create, through interaction with our environment, a cellular and genetic process of creation and re-creation. That is – we respond to certain environmental stimuli, which we either accept as false or true, and incorporate it into our physical and mental belief systems. The cells respond, by adopting this as truth, embedding it into our cellular memory system, and adapting our thought patterns and responses accordingly.

Only when “truth” has been accepted – can the cellular community respond with certainty – i.e. – if our belief is strong and firmly entrenched – we can then manifest the belief as a physical and mental reality.

That – unfortunately, is where it gets stopped – right in its tracks. The Ascended Masters tells us all the time – it is only a potentiality, and that potentiality can also be ruined by another potentiality. In other words – here we have to do with a cauldron of ingredients which either work as intended – or implode/explode simply because the ingredients are not coherent enough to manifest in our desire.

In fairness – we have to draw the line somewhere, between spirituality and physicality. If we accept that Universal Laws will guarantee an outcome – we must also accept, reluctantly, that outcomes are based on potentiality, and how other people react to our desires.

This creates the first problem – as we cannot rely on others to follow our truths, or our desires, as it may be in conflict with theirs. So, outcomes cannot be necessarily be guaranteed, but how we respond to them, can, based on our individual belief systems and emotional resilience.

If we look at Kantian philosophy – we see that he draws a clear distinction between good and bad – and further defines that good is always coherent with Universal Law. That is – will it have a good or bad outcome for macrocosmic potentiality? Will all benefit from the outcome, generated by protagonistic potentialities?

This – I think, is what the Ascended Masters try so desperately to imprint in our minds – impeccability of thought.

However – impeccability of thought is an individual thing. Never mind how impeccable our thoughts, it still has the potentiality to conflict with not so impeccable other thoughts, both our own and that of others. And that is where things go seriously belly-up. In philosophy – we can argue about pain – what is it, how does it manifest, how does it make us feel. Is it physical, mental, universal, collective, individual and so on? All of the above is true – but have the potential to vary in truth and probability according to individual viewpoints and belief systems.

But I am rambling on in my usual way. What is it that we actually create for ourselves – I had to ask myself?

Well – if we focus on impeccability of thought – personally and spiritually we can only create good – given that our impeccability is focused and does not waver in its intention and belief. And that is what makes the human being such an interesting species.

Our Creator imbued us with a limitless emotional expression module (call it a processor). This processor – like any computer, has to interact with an operating system, and as we all know, the viruses that can infect the information programmed into our computer, can also destroy it.

A virus embeds itself into your computer system, via a malicious download from another computer, email or Internet site. This then infects the integrity of your operating system – and you can suffer severe damage – losing all your data, crashing your hard drive, corrupting your system, and so on. The net result? You have to start all over again, reprogram your computer, and re-load your settings and so forth.

So – let us look at ourselves as a computer. We work, write, send emails, expressing how we feel, giving information to others, and create an electronic environment that possess’ consciousness. It is our thoughts – it adapts and integrates our information, we download other programs onto the hard drive – expressing our needs. The computer becomes an instrument mirroring us, our truths (and sometimes untruths), and what makes us tick.

So what happens when it crashes? The ensuing tirade, as I know you will agree, is not funny. A perfect example of “oh woe is me!”. Our world is in tatters; we have lost communication (or is it control?) with the rest of the personal environment, and all comes to a staggering halt.

Ditto-human emotions. Through not so impeccable thoughts – we become guilty of our own sins, actions, and create consequence. Ever promised something and then not keep that promise? Made an agreement and then not keep it? I am certainly guilty of it – as I think we all are.

It all boils down to how impeccable our thoughts are versus our actions. And I am in no way implying that things do not change – as we live in a fluid, dynamic universe and reality. It is how we manage change that is my bugbear.

Instead of synchronizing with our dynamic, fluid environment, we instead focus on the negative, and viola! Our impeccability has just been relegated to the nether regions of our existence.

In human terms – when things go belly up – we blame, curse, doubt, and loose our emotional marbles. We react personally, against the assumed protagonists, instead of reacting to the situation. In that act alone – we create further potentialities for strive and mayhem. In this emotional blind-state – we crawl around on the floor searching for our marbles, and never seem to find. Hello, fight or flight mode.

I always say that our first intention when we create an agreement is always pure and filled with integrity. That is what we want to do, and no strange thought will fill our mind that can negate the original intent. Yet – as things go along, and we are in the process of enacting the agreement – potentialities change, things go wrong, and as such we either manage them, coherently – or we attack one another.

That is the human being slumbering in duality.

Conscious creation has rules and laws. I do not for one minute think that God created this universe, without managing it, and subjecting it to Natural Laws. Laws, that compliments one-another instead of fighting against one-another. These laws do not blame, hate, scream and throw tantrums. They adapt to their fluid environment, working together to create potentiality for expansion and growth.

Do we do it? No – instead we blame others for our unfortunate experiences, we project our own isms and sins onto others, and effectively transfer blame in order to make ourselves feel better, and hide our sins under the rug. This is mostly an unconscious response – but sometimes, it is also conscious. And that is the crux.

As we evolve spiritually and emotionally and become more conscious – we are going to be held responsible. Being conscious of something means that you are aware of something - and being aware means that you are cognizant. Being cognizant implies awareness of consequence – and if we are aware of consequence – surely we can try and make consequential outcomes beneficial instead of destructive?

It is time for us to face up to our new responsibilities – and breed new thought patterns, as our own great expectations does not match up anymore with our vibrational essence. Creating discord in our emotional bodies as a result of sticking to old thought patterns and dogmas – is not going to help us one iota. We live in a new, fluid, constantly changing reality. Things are not what they used to be – and we create almost instantly.

So buckle up – and go with the new flow of super-consciousness-in-creation-ability.

Be impeccable. Think clearly. Interrogate your own reasoning. And make sure that whatever you think – is filled with your own conscious truth and not ego-centered virus’ that can infect your system.

When you do that – you practice the energy of Love. For Love in it’s pure form is always good, and has the energies of Hope and Trust firmly imbedded in it’s programme.

So, go ahead and reprogram your system, to express the new energies that are now available to all of us. Think before you speak, because what you speak and think, you WILL create.

Much Love and Light

On Doubt and Love

On Doubt and Love.

My mother always tells me a little story about an elderly black lady who wished to buy a three legged cooking pot from my grandmother’s rural trading store, many years ago. The pots were chained and locked in order to avoid theft. The elderly lady carefully inspected each pot in turn – and then chose one of her liking. She left, happy with her purchase.

A few hours later though – she arrived back, and demanded to choose another pot. Upon enquiring, she simply told my grandmother “I have my doubts!”. Astonished – my grandmother asked her why she had her doubts about the pot? She could not give a suitable answer – except that she just felt that the pot was not right. My grandmother exchanged it for another similar pot, and the old lady was happy, as the new pot “felt right”.

This little story made me think about the human expression of doubt, and what it means in a more metaphysical sense. The human being – in its vastness of individual emotional expression, has become so encultured as a result of the establishment of Negative Law instead of Kantian Positive law (Groundwork of the Metaphysics of Morals), that it has saturated our thinking and denies us individual expression.

Whatever positives manifest in our lives – we always have to question it. Everything must be justified, analyzed and interrogated. If not for our protection, laws in the main limit our choices of free expression. And I am not talking simply about institutional law – I am talking about the unseen cultural and moral expression of law in our social environment. It is all fear based – on the “what if” and the “what about” issues of societal enculturization.

As human beings – there are five causes for our suffering. According to the Vedas, they are:

• Ignorance about the nature of reality (Ego denial)
• Identification with the ego (Ego power)
• Attraction towards objects of desire (Ego desire)
• Repulsion from objects of desire (Ego protection)
• Fear of death. (Ego fear)

These are the basic negative ego-responses that make us suffer or feel happy – even if only

temporary by nature. The fact is that we constantly fluctuate between these states of mental existence because of fear and doubt. Simply put – we doubt, and then fear the expression of Love. Readers of this column will know that I always emphasize our lack of Love expression. We are all just too insecure to allow Love. We doubt ourselves, and fear our love expression as it is in conflict with our sosio-cultural conditioning.

Ever stood in the shopping mall admiring (desire) that Gucci handbag? Ever stood there rationalizing in your mind why you should not buy it? The object of desire has suddenly become the object of repulsion (aversion), and you turn away from it, thinking rather of the money you can save (avoidance of future pain). We do the same with emotional expression (fear of death or hurt).

In the broader scheme of things, we dis-empower ourselves, those around us, and unconsciously transfer these thought processes onto our children, family and other individuals. The mind is like a transistor radio and is a social instrument – it tunes into other minds on a similar wavelength, and you receive the signal, which is transformed into thoughts through the mechanisms of telepathy or intuition.

Mostly this goes unnoticed, as it is absorbed by the personal unconscious and filed neatly away, to be used as a defense mechanism when it is needed again, i.e.; that handbag is of limits – that cute guy is of limits – Love is of limits.

In other words – “I have my doubts”.

So we trundle along and choose the “safe options” in life – those things that we believe cannot hurt us. It is sad that our safe options are usually not safe options. Safe options out of necessity operate on coping mechanisms. “I would rather go with that”, says the ego, “because I know how to deal with it”. “I will not go with that”, says the ego, “because that is an uncertain option”.

And so we disenfranchise ourselves by limiting our love choices, basing them on doubt and fear, rather than on the felt expression.

Love, the unreachable, unseen part of the Authentic Self, which we deny with vehemence, and rather express as desire.

We become victims of our own insecurities, and we commit emotional suicide. This victim-consciousness is a scourge to ourselves. It is time for us to experience Love, and reject fear and doubt. Resurrect yourself, become that whom you truly are, follow the road of wonder that so amply awaits you. Experience anew the abundance of your being-ness, instead of walking the broadways of the herd. It will not hurt you – love never does. It simply empowers.

That is what I choose.

Much Love and Light

Deon

Death and Rebirth

Well, I suppose everyone is going to think that I want to talk about reincarnation. Not so, not this time. I want to talk about the deeper meaning of Ascended Master Kuthumi Agrippa’s statement, that we all face our own resurrection. This message was given to me by Arcturus, an energetic entity who only recently appeared in my consciousness.

The deeper meaning of the message is so pure in its simplicity, that we often wonder why humans do not follow the guidance, so lovingly given. There is so much selfless energy spent by channellers, sages and other souls who give freely of the wisdom that they receive, but we as humans take it with a pinch of salt, and sometimes shrug it off as another figment of someone else’s creative imagination. Yet, it is within these massages that the secret of spiritual self-actualization lies.

You see, creation is an act of Love, given that the intent is of Love, and the outcome is born out of that Love. Now many of us do not always agree with the statement that Love is the greatest power in the Universe, or we just do not understand it. You see, it is. Simply as it was Love that created us all, the Universe in which we reside and our solar system, tailor made to support our existence. It is not co-incidence. The balance of maintaining life in the Universe is so fine, that a nano-degree variance here or there can make the complete system collapse. Yet it does not. It is held firmly in place by Love, and the Universal Laws that ensures continuation of life and creation, which is also born out of Love. Love is all that matters.

Humans have forgotten Love. To most of us, love is simply an emotional manifestation, which is the result of physical union between two individuals, or giving birth to a child, or the culmination of compatible energies which has synergized. Many of us never even experience Love, as we have been hurt too much through abuse, fear and doubt, not even mentioning desperation which always results in a disaster. The missing link here, of course, is lack of Self-Love, bred out of negative emotional behavior, either self induced, or brought on by others and our (sometimes) destructive ego.

Through the emotions of sub-conscious revenge, we then enact our own self destruction, which also has the effect of creating a very fertile breeding ground for the destruction of our most valuable asset, the support system which consists of other individuals in our personal environment. In our own self-induced grief or discomfort, we literally demand that others now assist us, asking that they enact a false Love, themselves now feeling compelled through guilt to help us where they can. This means that we are forcing ourselves upon others, in order to elicit sympathy, which hopefully will translate into assistance. Very sad indeed, that the once Love-fuelled human being has to resort to this type of Love-less behavior.

When we are born, the first emotion that shines out of us is purity and innocence. We instinctively trust that our mother will take care of us, as she has been programmed to do so, as an act of Love, and our hope lies in this nurturing state of protection, care and wonder for the birth of new life. All human being experience that sense of wonder when at first a new-born is presented to us. It is the essence of our human-ness, in its purest form. Love, hope, faith, trust and acceptance.

So why have we forgotten this, that our basic instincts are so closely connected to how our Universe operates, and that somehow it is the blueprint for how we ought to operate. That we need to view life with a sense of wonderment and Love, view nature with the sense of wonderment for how it functions, without greed, lust and hate, simply enacting the purpose of it’s existence, as determined by Universal Laws. Why do we insist on hoping for these instincts in others to emerge, when we are in dire straits and need their help or assistance?

Clearly, we are not conscious of our very reason for existing. We exist as an act of Love, not only for us, but for complete Creation. And in that lies the essence of the message given to me. We have forgotten the innocence and purpose of it all. We have morphed into needy greed mongers wishing only to serve the Self, and not others, as a collective consciousness. We have forgotten that, devoid of negative emotions and the global control machine, our basic human instincts are to trust, love, hope and accept the one-ness of all. We are one, made of the same stuff anything else is made of.

And this is what Arcturus asked me to convey. Rebirth the Self. See yourself as a new child, and embrace, for a moment, the emotions of trust, faith , hope, love and unconditional acceptance of your own beingness and birthright. See the world with a new sense of wonderment. Experience the one-ness of all, as it is so beautifully displayed in nature. Notice the seasons, as they celebrate birth and rebirth. Notice how Love works it intent so seamlessly, that we can only be in awe. See how our planet sustains us, and give her the gratitude that she deserves, by taking care of her. She is acting with the pure intent of Love.

You see, through re-birthing the Self, with new perceptions and awareness, we stand a chance of re-igniting our true spiritual self-actualisation process. Jung, the great mystic he was, called it the process of individuation.

As we birth this new global consciousness, let us go back and rebirth the child in us. Experience the acts of trust, hope, faith and love with the unconditional innocence of a new born child. Detachment from of the outcomes is a natural instinct of any newborn, as the awareness is not tainted by enculturisation or expectance, but simply tainted by Love, Innocence and Acceptance.

Accept that you are divinely loved by your Creator, and that through His design, you have been given all the tools for Spiritual self-actualisation. It only takes trust, hope, faith, Love, acceptance and a big letting go.

Lets do it. We are worth it. After all, we are unconditionally supported by our mother father God, who created us to further enact Love. That is what makes it all go around. Let us support ourselves and others through a true simpatico, not sympathy. Let us build our communities and support systems based on selfless acts of Love, hope, trust and acceptance. Let us be that which we were created to be in the first place.

It is all there for the taking. We simply need to rebirth the child in us, and view the world from that perspective. Maybe then we will get it.

I am giving it a try. I am worth it.

Much Love and Light